Sunday, 1 May 2011
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assalamualaikum.
Oh yes. Today Labour Day. Went for a family bonding. Picnic at ECP. Whoo yeah.
Oh yes. To ladies out there. Pergi pantai, takmu nak tangkap jambu depan abang abang eh, tolong. Pecahchos siol perangai!

OKay. Let's talk about my Nationals. Was supposed to row for 4 events, but ended up, thanks to the whether, only managed to row for two races. B division, plus some of the C division, 20 crew boat, 500m. We emerged 5th. No, it's not that we're slow. We did put our best effort. Though we were disappointed, plus we made coach disappointed, we knew that we already put in our best effort. It's only that the other teams did better than us. BUT. For C division, 10 crew boat. 500m race, we emergeddddddddddddddddddddddd. SECOND BABY, SECOND. At least, we proved to the other schools, that we're not losers baby. :D
Actually, we have to take part in C division, 10 crew boat, 250m. I was already putting my hopes there. But unfortunately, the race can't continue :( Thanks ah. WHY CANNOT DRAG THE RACE, FATHER MUCKER! Okay. Let the past be the past. Next year, I'll be leaving C division, and and joining B division. Let's make coach proud once again, dragonboaters! :D Yes yes yes, we can!
Hopefully, coach won't be leaving us, when he set up new canoe team. Insya'Allah he won't.

Let's talk about my private life.
When I read my past of 21st April, my tears just can't stop flowing. Humans change, memories stay.
I still love him, and I can't deny anything about it. Let's come clean. I'm a type of girl who needs attention. I'm a type of girl, who needs someone to be by my side, so that I won't feel lonely and I could share my thoughts, feelings and everything. Hmm. I was in dilemma for the past few days. But alhamdullilah, I'm alright now.
I was in a relationship for a day, with my ex. Farreq Ehqmal. Oh fuck not. I won't even declare he was mine. When Fairus found out, damn. He was sure unhappy about it. Wow. :P Then, from there, I got his trust back.

Oh wait!! I missed out something.

Actually, before I got into a day of relationship, there's a couple of guys wanted to my steady steady bom pik pik. 2 ITE guys, 1 NS man guy. Okay. I actually contacted with this NS man guy; Ijal. We texted this and that. He asked me to be his girlfriend. And yes. I rejected. First, cause I still love Fairus. Second, he's almost the same age as my brother. He's 18, and I'm 14. I treated him just like a friend, not more than that. But less than that got ah. It's so-called Teman Tapi Mesra, TTM.

K. Continue story.

Actually, that was part of my plan, to get Fairus's attention back. Oh wait. I'm not an attention seeker. Then, the next day, I was staying back in school to study with my dearest senior, Ayuni. While waiting for Ayuni to end her remedial, I slacked in the library. Then, my junior baby/Amir, and Fairus came. I went out of the library, leaving my phone with Amir. And when I came back, my phone was with Fairus, and Fairus suddenly got mad and walked off, saying "Go kehh wit your Ijal baby" (WOW IMPRESSIVE. I'M TYPING LIKE HOW FAIRUS TYPE.) I was like, WHAT? Then suddenly he said LALALA and skipped. Well, he was cute XD
But then, from there, I understood why. Amir told me that Fairus read my messages, and yes. HE WAS JEALOUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSED XD k giler. Despite me being happy, Amir, my junior baby, banged his head on the wall. Yes, he was guilty. He knew what happened between Fairus and me for the past few days. He banged, till he looked pale. He kept on crying, and blamed himself. And yes, I have to talk to him slowly.

We fought here and there here and there. I begged like one begger. And yes. He did forgive me, and gave me another chance. Happy please? Okay, personal life ends here okay.


Okay, I'm done here.
My tupaibaby went to Malaysia, and will be returning on Monday, which is tomorrow. Cepat balik please, tupai :(
Assalamualaikum :D

Tupaibaby sape pulak eh? - for me to know, for you to find out. :D

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